I FEEL LIKE IVE BEEN STANDING STILL.
I HATE THE LOSS OF PROGRESSION.
I LOVE LEARNING AND GROWING--
AND I FEEL AS THOUGH IVE BECOME STAGNANT.
LEARNING NOTHING NEW AND GOING NO WHERE.
I HAVE AN OK JOB, IT PAYS THE BILLS... BUT IS NOTHING NEAR INTELLECTUALY STIMULATING.
I THINK IN 09 IM GOING TO START ESTHETICIAN SCHOOL.
I FEEL I NEED TO FURTHER MY CAREER...
AND I KNOW I DONT NEED A LICENSE TO PROGRESS IN MAKE UP....
I WANT TO BE THE BEST THAT I CAN POSSIBLY BE.
I WANT TO BE EDUCATED IN EVERYTHING I DO.... AND DO IT WELL.
*SIGH
I HATE STANDING STILL....
I WANT TO BE AN UNSTOPPABLE FORCE.
..BECAUSE I KNOW DEEP DOWN I AM.
1 comment:
Yes, stagnation is quite a difficult thing. At least you know that there needs to be movement in your life.(some just except it and stay there) During those times of restlessness or searching, just know that the universe is speaking and widen your eyes (both physical and spiritual). Try to see the signs. I can say from experience, I felt that way, scraped the bottom of the barrel and one day I became a juggernaut (unstoppable, immovable...) Find the things that inspire you, you can find it in a crack in the sidewalk or find it in the expansive sky....you'll find it no doubt...
funny i came across this on your (dreaded) myspace, but glad i did, reminds me of the times when i felt the same...your on the right path cuzin, trust continue to push forward and everything will have no choice but to follow YOU.
peezy,
*your long lost cuzin
(Kuya Chris (tuason) aka Painter, VFX & Motion Graphics Producer aka un-f*ckin-stoppable!!!)
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