Thursday, October 30, 2008

Grand Ol'..... RINO?!



Republican In Name Only


although thats a some what negative term used by conservative Republicans, i will gladly own it.

that being said:

McCain/Palin 08
Prop 1: Oppose
Prop 2: Oppose
Prop 3: Oppose
Prop 4: Oppose
Prop 5: Oppose
Prop 6: Support
Prop 7: Oppose
Prop 8: Oppose
Prop 9: Support
Prop 10: Oppose
Prop 11: Support
Prop 12: Support


but this post is completely usless, why?
because im not voting!


HAHAHAH!

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

speaking to my love and my insecurities.



Veda (aka vedera)- Moments Rewound

When I'm lost without a word to say
When I'm not the most intriguing
Will you stay?
When I've called just to hear you say hi
Will you find me too needy and walk away?

And I know these are silly questions to ask you
'Cause you've proven to love me far beyond my faults
And I'll hold on to every conversation if it could be our last
'Cause when you're not breathing
I beg for one more breath with you
When you're silent
I hang on to every word
And there are no regrets with this love

Rewind to any moment you like
Sit back, remember
I will always sit back with you

Oh how cool you wished to be
We were both so nervous
But at peace
And the same time knowning this was right
The time I moved in closely for what you weren't expecting
Think on thisBut don't miss
Don't long for the past
Long for what comes next
Come away with life
Come away with love
With something better


...i totally had a throw back to my paul mitchell days and listened to some old music i was really into while in hair school.... my closest friend in hair school was janelle.... and she use to turn me on to A LOT of cool new music... mostly very indie and low key... veda/vedera what ever name you choose to call them was one of the bands i had gotten into and slowly faded from....

have you ever listened to a song and felt like they were your words... stole right from your thoughts, your mouth? thats how i felt when i heard this song.... i had heard it before, prior to being in the current almost 4yr relationship i am in... (ok no so much PRIOR, but before we invested as many emotions and years).... but now listenting to it, it has a completely different meaning... feeling.
i do 3 things when ive got a lot on my mind: write, listen to music and sing.
i sang this song with my whole heart behind it.
total diva moment, but by myself.
i like when music makes you genuinely feel something.

this was a random blog.
no rhyme or reason.
:)

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

another day, another dollar... and some.

so nancys blog has inspired me to post up a birthday wish list (if you arent sure, my birthday is nov.6th). those who know me, know i have a lot of THINGS... but im not materialistic. i provide for myself and ive never expected anything from any one. if i want something, i hold myself accountable for getting it... if its out of my means, then its not meant for me.

...but with birthdays come gifts (speaking generally). im not expecting to get anything from any one... because the economy has gone to shit and to me personal stability is priority one over buying me a gift... so consider this list something like window shopping... in blog form...


My Birthday Wish List:

hello kitty birthday cake





Minnetonka Tramper Suede Ankle Boot
Size: 6.5/7 $49.95





Hello Kitty Overnight Bag: Nippon print
$48.00
Forever 21 Gift Card

MAC Gift Card

Sephora Gift Card



H & M Gift Card


"A Girl Can Dream" Wish List--
...all the things i wish i were unwrapping...

120 gb iPod Classic- Black
$249

Tiffany & Co. 1873 Lock Bracelet
$275

Return to Tiffany Heart Tag Earrings
$175

Chanel Bodeaux Patent Grand Shopping Tote- Wine
$2,800

Chanel Lambskin Jumbo Flap Bag- Purple
$3,200

Flat Abs
HAHAHAHAHA!

Monday, October 13, 2008

ostritch?! thats not a burger! thats a bird!

my blog title as no relation to what im writing, i just thought that miller commercial they've been running was really funny...


im starting a revovation of myself.
physically & mentally.

ive dyed my hair black.
im allowing it to grow.
ive changed my diet.
and im working out.
(ive lost 3lbs already)

i have a goal to physially be a new me by the new year...
and internally, be a stronger me.
i needed a change, and i hope this ones for the best.
and is lasting.

..we'll see.