when one leads the others flock...

you cant call the masses sheep...

then turn around, put on a wool coat

and expect to stand out.

stand by your choices, be your own person and dont sacrafice yourself.

...do you.

angelic moments.

THE BOYFRIEND AND I WENT TO WATCH THE ANGEL VS INDIANS GAME.

IT HAD BEEN A WHILE SINCE THE 2 OF US HAVE BEEN ABLE TO GET OUT -- JUST THE 2 OF US AND IT WAS LOADS OF FUN.

THERE WERE ANNOYING INDIAN FANS BEHIND US AND ROWDY ANGEL FANS YELLING AT THEM...

LOTS OF CHEERING....

OVER PRICED BEER, ICEE'S AND FOOD...

EXCITEMENT...

JUST GOOD OL' BASEBALL.

I HAD AN AMAZING TIME TODAY AND I HOPE TO DO THIS MORE OFTEN...

NOW... ALL I CAN DO IS LOOK FORWARD TO VEGAS THIS WEEKEND!!!

stagnant.

I FEEL LIKE IVE BEEN STANDING STILL.
I HATE THE LOSS OF PROGRESSION.
I LOVE LEARNING AND GROWING--
AND I FEEL AS THOUGH IVE BECOME STAGNANT.
LEARNING NOTHING NEW AND GOING NO WHERE.

I HAVE AN OK JOB, IT PAYS THE BILLS... BUT IS NOTHING NEAR INTELLECTUALY STIMULATING.
I THINK IN 09 IM GOING TO START ESTHETICIAN SCHOOL.
I FEEL I NEED TO FURTHER MY CAREER...
AND I KNOW I DONT NEED A LICENSE TO PROGRESS IN MAKE UP....
I WANT TO BE THE BEST THAT I CAN POSSIBLY BE.
I WANT TO BE EDUCATED IN EVERYTHING I DO.... AND DO IT WELL.

*SIGH


I HATE STANDING STILL....
I WANT TO BE AN UNSTOPPABLE FORCE.
..BECAUSE I KNOW DEEP DOWN I AM.

mind tricks.

WE WATCHED THE MIDNIGHT SHOWING OF THE DARK KNIGHT... IT WAS SERIOUSLY, amazing.
SO SICK AND TWISTED.


... ITS SUCH A SHAME TO KNOW THAT SUCH A TALENTED ACTOR, HEATH LEDGER IS NO LONGER AROUND.

BUT ITS NOT HARD TO SEE HOW HIS ROLE COULD HAVE HAD A GREAT EFFECT ON HIS MIND AND WHAT WAS HIS LIFE.

I MUST ADMIT, THIS QUITE POSSIBLY IS THE BEST MOVIE IVE SEEN IN GTHE PAST FEW YEARS.


SO WORTH THE WAIT!!


UGH, OK... SLEEP TIME... IVE GOT WORK IN A FEW HOURS :( poop!

fly high thunder bird.

MY MOTHER THREW AWAY MY MOCCASINS :(
I CANT FIND COMFORT LIKE THAT EVER AGAIN!


REST IN PEACE MOCCASINS! <3

crashing hault.

TONIGHT I SEEM TO BE SUFFERING FROM INSOMNIA.

I HAD A ROUGH EVENING-- INCREASINGLY EMOTIONAL.

I HAVENT FELT SO STRONGLY ABOUT SOMETHING IN QUITE SOME TIME.

SO STONG INFACT...

THAT EVEN AFTER I calmed down PHYSICALLY, MY MIND; 3 HOURS LATER IS still RACING.

I HAVE WORK IN 6 HOURS, I HOPE I CAN FIND SOME TIME TO SLEEP.

I HOPE MY mind CAN TURN OFF FOR JUST A moment.

ps. i decided to start using blogspot.

everytime i posted a new blog on LJ an aim bot im'd me and it was getting pretty annoying.

stupid "___salmon" aim bot. :(